Ok Everyone,   I have updated here in awhile  but for those of you who dont really know, Im still in America, Im not going to England any time soon,

I broke things off with zac, But we are still remaining friends and keeping something special there and maybe someday somthing will happen as to now, I Want to get a job and a car and  move out and go to college.. feel what its like to be on my own...and explore life, For now Im just Chillin  Going to Jam Band Music festivals as often as I can,  Relaxing partying.. as i try to look for a job. I am Currently Not single... I am Dating a real awsome guy named Tim he has been helping me threw out Zac making me depressed.I doubted Us but after this weekends festival he  seems to be saying the words I love you and it has meaning in his voice too.I thank Tim for Introducing me to the world of hippies I really think its my place ^____^

Well There is No point in having this Xanga on your  Friend List anymore.. Because its dead....

I havent updated here in along time because  not alot has happened, Just alot of waiting.

Zac has sent the papers i should receive them hopfully  monday tuesday or wednesday I hope. Then i send them to chicago and bam they send back weather i get a lisence or not. and i boko a plane and im gone. this should take about 2-3 weeks more.

the wedding I think is gonna be december 29th  it seems pretty reasonable, Temptations is open that night. the wedding in the morning, then out to lunch with fmaily and friends. then  Temptations for the evening to drink.

I really hope le can make it, id like others to make it too... that would rock.. im sure  u all can sleep in the livnig room  cause  it sounds like if lee comes she is only staying for a few days u all can do the same.. id love peopel to show up..

 Ok So we Have New, News. if you havent took an look at my xanga, I am engaged to be Married and I couldent be happier, Its Completly Official now. I will be Getting married sometime with in the 6 month period im there, and I will be Coming home either in the spring For nancys wedding Mine will also be happening... Lee is my maid of honor, The Best Man Is Aaron, Zac's Best mate, My two bridsmaids will be my cousin and  The other is Nancy But i havent asked either yet. My brother will be in it as well as jimmy Coehers.. And I want a flower  girl but I dont know any little girls lol Hmm  should be fun... I am so excited and cant wait...

Everyone is invited to the wedding and reception... still all undecided...

  I am Leaving At the end Of september probably.. At the moment Im trying to get a New job since I cant work with my dub ass brother...

I hope to be with Zac soon and for ever if possible... No intentions of coming home other then Nancys wedding which I will hope ive made enough money too by then...I hope so..Cause I dont wanna miss that for the world... Its my only chance of being a bridsmaid...:P

I plan on getting some under the table work, cleaning house's  or selling hairfalls I dunno yet... Auctioning things off on ebay or somthing lol...maybe finding a job if possible...cleaning hous's would be good though since im good at it and know how to do stuff because  thats what my mom does.... anywayz   bye bye for now..